slow
fingering my soul's music into keys 
I
wake up 
and
its 36 degrees 
and
the inkblots 
of
my dreams 
fall
out as if sand 
from
the corners 
of
my eyes
somewhere
beneath
the pile 
of
an extra blanket 
is
my curled body 
beginning
to stretch 
and
reach with my feet 
for
solid conscious ground 
and
I find the cold air 
at
the precipice of Autumn 
is
waiting for me 
as
if in the quiet minions 
of
harbinger snow lying in wait 
in
the frost on the cars 
outside
the window I left open 
to
siphon the dark 
and
grind the falling stars 
into
my sleep
a
whole night
of
carousal-ing images 
on
a diner rack 
spinning
desires over easy 
and
toasting them lightly 
with
some fresh squeezed 
orange
juice in small glasses
the
coffee is poured 
one
after another 
until
I finally look up 
and
yawn 
I
pull the paper close 
and
mumble about my arms 
not
being long enough 
to
read after I turned 40 
and
nothing makes sense 
in
the news so I slow 
my
beating heart down a bit 
and
peer out the window 
at
the purity of the silence 
draped
over mornings now
wishing
I too
was
with those seed birds 
gone
south for Winter again
EJR
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ohhhh, I like. the close is so strong and beautiful.
ReplyDeleteThank You...for stopping by...much gratitude...Edward
DeleteI think many people would associate season's other than winter with "peaceful," but I love some of those cold, curled up in a blanket with a book and hot mug, moments. So many of the images in this speak to me (cold, age, waking moments, change of season, etc. Really enjoyed it all. Thank you for sharing it.
ReplyDeleteGreat flow through the moments that define our solitude and inner life, beautifully done.
ReplyDeletemy arms not being long enough to read...ha...i love autumn and waking to those cool mornings....makes me want to stay in bed a few extra minutes....solitude by together...i love the morning though and that is my alone time before the fam gets up...
ReplyDeletestrong and emotional, loved the inkblots and the arms, great write
ReplyDeleteSeed birds going South --- ah but they would miss the Crisp autumn. Well said.
ReplyDeletecool mornings snuggled under warm blankets... maybe a cup of coffee on your night stand. I love it!
ReplyDeletesmiles...my boss' arms are not long enough too...always smiling when i see him stretch them to read something...wanting to go south with the birds...i feel this..beautiful solitude and a piece of freedom..
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