I don't write, I paint myself blind with words...diogenes herded...ignorance...gilded cages...filling up on beauty unleashed...free will's maddening fractures...eyes that need to smell to see...
December 28, 2016
lost in my anthems are why my cries ................................................ are vigorous sandpaper and warm solace ......................................... aka there might be a snowstorm coming
snow cranes are graceful slung low swoops
they delve slice through the air
over bent low near frozen pines
you hear nothing
when winter storming
this is the bunting quiet
you watch it pile at first
atop of everything ...
this is a where my symphony soul is born
in places and moments like this
without first your birthing sound
how found within your core
can your womb perspective be ...?
till supple eyelashes batted and latches battened
get some more wood to the mud room before it gets too deep
alerts crawl across the bottom of the television and I laugh
sheep-izens henny pennies with a few shaved dimes
clamor to the grocery stores for provisions and
wait for instructions on how to live how to die how to act
how to buy how to sell out :
themselves their neighbors their family
give labels assign tacit blame techniques to find heaven was
without instructions and waiting inside them the whole time ...
what we are ;
sometimes when we forgive
we bargain for privileges
to the memories
we choose to keep first
when we are the victor ...
in this poem
in this life
in this perspective
I am the vanquished
do I wish to proceed
squish my need to bleed
until right before death
or near my last breath
how can I trust if I must Love
the how to let rust grow
to slowly warming my hands
when I barely have the patience
to pee ...
I paint over recollecting
by the fires of lifetimes
passing me by
with no records
to be set in stone
or some other monuments
meant to last
beyond the pale ghost lace
of my disappearing exhales
caught in the cold air
under the yellow sodium sorrow
of the anti crime street lights ...
psst the past says
as it passes me
it says, " remember
what you can
carry few things
from here
and always shovel
when it snows ... "
EJR ©
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