I don't write, I paint myself blind with words...diogenes herded...ignorance...gilded cages...filling up on beauty unleashed...free will's maddening fractures...eyes that need to smell to see...
May 27, 2016
I think of myself as having always been artifice alone ....................................................................................... ..................................the paper wasp rose anthologies
I say to poem,
"Poem, I'm knot sure it was the candy
or the flipping to trippy downbeat
smooth android dream skating ...
here I hear
my own repudiation
life pursuit
happiness
what was that
left out left lone
weird wildernesses
urbanely decayed
in bey bay baby bebe
hey call her Tuesday
and Friday as well
you want to tell her
things about the way
the universe speaks to you
through sexual union
she's listening
glistening too you hope
by the time you role play
as Moses
to the fresh water
in the reeds
wanting a drink
ghost tow truck operator
hooking ethereal realms
where women go while
they sleep peeping
their little bo staves
to be a bitten bit
we humans leaned
wee into where it
was we, who are not
supposed to be
and voila there goes
the neighborhood
in some sort
of dish we hadn't smelled before
and yes it does sells us on engorge"
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poem says to me,
"Edward, I got to get out of here within thirty seconds
or motion detective alarms go searching
the entrails of my exhales
for pieces of eight
to graft onto my soul
in silver lined laced moonlight
the garden hanging suspended
time stills you say paint
and tears come looking
to pay the bill after desert
who owns these colonized islands
where we are so fascinating
to each other as citizens
denizens spun clay begins
in the digital continents
of an increasingly artificially intelligent world
you ought try this line
my darling you are spa lovely tonight
the bath and bubbly tonic warm light
of candle and the grab of shadows dollop-ing
themselves on and off
iris petals scattered earthen
to forest pole
north to south
go grotto stone
house cast iron
claw foot tub built
around shifting
sensationalism(s) outside
where walls
we wear
may be
what we think of
washing each other's hair
and don't forget Edward
this is your birth land
and your soul is
like the shad estuary
part of east central upstate NY's
rappelling into canyon tomorrow
you are quite comforted singing
sixteen tons, ernie ford's versions
forlornly praising yesteryear
nostalgic for the beauty
of the trade skill
and labor movements
and how they made America
what it could be
in your eyes Edward,
people and poets
people as poets
people poets
but
it is so clear to me now
you all only love to live
with your heads
so far up your asses
taken with con ed
adult like classes
at your local
uvula high school"
EJR ©
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The paper wasp anthologies. I love that. Also the opening. You and Poem have the most intriguing conversations. Thank goodness for inner voices given outer voices and even names. It's self-validating, and healthy I think, to talk to yourself, even to splitter splice yourself when need be.
ReplyDeleteI found "by the time you role play as moss" tucked in there, which I dig.
"to be a bitten bit" ... Ooh, that's good. That phrase is begging for its own chapter of psychoanalysis. It's a personality type I suppose.
Man, that opening section of Poem's turn to speak ... that is the worst feeling, especially if you physically can't go ... like, your skin gets hot and sweaty and you feel like you might pass out if you don't just take off ... at least for a while. It's wild how your body starts to revolt when you try to make it do things your brain doesn't really want it to do. I'm sure Poem feels like he's being held hostage at times.
ReplyDeleteI love these:
ReplyDelete"searching the entrails of my exhales for pieces of eight to graft onto my soul in silver lined laced moonlight the garden hanging suspended time stills you say paint and tears come looking"
"shifting sensationalism(s) outside where walls we wear may be what we think of washing each other's hair"
"you are quite comforted singing" ... I sure am. My housemates think I am nuts, but it really does help balance me out to sing a lot of what I say. Weird, but true.