April 12, 2018

we only thought we knew ... #NaPoWriMo2018 Day 12

Elmwood cemetery, Troy NY



a roaring beauty 
poem's silence was 
screams 
and pain 
subsided  

we had come 
to be institutionalized 
by open society's 
jarring sounds 
white noise brigades 
Snake mothers 
the writhe broods 
and garter belts 
anything price-
hiked up high 
thighs, fingers, burnt tongues 
bees, birds and 
will call windows 
full of
reprise

(off tangent meandering stanza)

with certainty
memory says to write it all down 
for there were these weddings 
and jaunt summer travails 
we needed to keep knowing 
how special 
these caravan events 
of family travel 
motorways, rest stops 
games children played 
to keep from being bored 
reading really were 

we realized every 
thing and thought 
made us sleepy 
but if we trusted the driver 
we could fall fast asleep 
next to siblings or more distant relations 
suitcases of dreams 
old school destination stickers affixed 

(edward you like that word, what word poem, "affixed" edward, yes, you're right poem 
nice to break fourth wall of these formula stagings some of the time isn't it? ... yes, poem it is)

summer seemed when life happened the most 
when I was growing up, knowing which cousins 
smoked grass, which would get you vodka 
which knew how to make quick bread(s) 

who knew 
brains 
would be 
so intoxicating 

the skin of the poem 
says paint me 
with by products 
and wasteful indulgences 
the hollows of words 
say take from me 
these bones and blood 
for they are merely illusions 
when compared to how thoughts 
become what is 
the matter 
for when alone 
or in the company 
of a myriad of fools 
trumpets and violins 
clown faced, hawking sins 
we are 
as poem closes 
to say 
always somewhere 
between lovers 
and friends 
those not yet met 
and distant family
we knew once 
in order 
to know 
not again 

 EJR ©

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