April 5, 2018

today I admit myself into and through a bend of bitten by you ... #NaPoWriMo2018 Day 5




I am always practicing 
auto stanzas 
piecing the energy together 
lingering, perusing amusing myself 
I am a clever monkey ...

routine less so
listen to music 
get up, pee 
make more coffee 
listen to the crows 
watch a dappled yellow grey sky 
lighten and darken 
as if a hand organ 
in a clandestine calendar 
embrace of spy craft 
against the self ...

trumpet and wail 
is what avails 
any sensed doom 
the wicked and the rested 
all have to carry 
their bones 
in pails of blood 
and it is best 
dragged 
in the folds 
of a low tided 
dawn bleeding 
bi-valved and 
breathing fast 
flicking past 
the writhe 
and tithe service 
of serpent change 
and burner phones ...

most times 
these moments 
that we pause in 
or are paused by 
are moan koan 
kettle toned 
old whale bones 
hollowed, holding 
the wind just so 
letting us 
pray 
prey 
we are not 
today ...

and sometimes 
when the end 
of anything nears 
we are eyes 
in the sky 
watching too ...

it is 
yesterday I replay 
watching the light 
burn into this cold 
April 5 morning 
yesterday 
I walked the gloaming 
me and my dog 
the Elmwood cemetery 
I eschewed whistling
for picture taking 
and a few howls to squalls 
of graupel that fell around us ... 

it was right then 
that I became my poem 
again, this quiet 
odd smile I've 
held just so 
for fifty plus years now 
against brisk winds 
pouring through 
the broken into 
all the whys 
wise enough 
to shut their mouths 
keeping their noses 
a wide ass open 
walking back 
each memory 
I've stained 
with you ...


EJR © 

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