I don't write, I paint myself blind with words...diogenes herded...ignorance...gilded cages...filling up on beauty unleashed...free will's maddening fractures...eyes that need to smell to see...
July 24, 2016
................... poem says I am the folds and unfurls of you
“And if the body were not the soul, what is the soul?” Walt Whitman
let's just wade the minute parts
(thought experimental poem tone-d)
in the microwave
I made ramen noodle soup
asked myself if you wanted some
you said save me
the crunchy salad parts
the rusted larks and this country of hearts
you say you live in hope for ...
are we going to shit here and now
or has the post office scared us constipated
with their gang of mad maxian thieves
and assassins like some imagined borderlands
we've been assigned to protect
but we knew this already
prisons were of our own design
but you yes you I've imagined slurping
are my darling
sitting somewhere next to me
in some scenario
red to indigo
you say pick a color
on the wheel
and spin, asking yourself ...
"can't you always hear music if you listen
within the constructs of making love work with me ? " ...
and while I searched myself for answers
you just kept dancing anyways
how I imagine I love you for that
up against my walls
and thoughts and ideas
half thought out, then implemented
with collateral damages
already actuary tabled figured in ...
the processes and the fee structures
of the hot summer outside
is this clown face science
and bombast substitution
part of the eternal rhythm
of human and sub frequency
communication ...
(replicating teletype movie sound now)
cost bearing guilt trips
took over for taxing my humanity
as the woe man upstairs
stands by and allows me
to rape
my sense
of belonging
here on Earth ...
(storybook fable segue mythology now)
a pied
piper style
has made the most of us
and we pay
for this life
and its attendant death
birth to burial
conscription clauses
and circuses
we're bread to hate here
because empty plates
are socially keen manipulators
and we know
our pulses
innately when bleeding out
don't we poem ...
love works our good corners
at night with streetlights replacing
the coal parts with diamond almost ...
because when we have faith
in our selves
we are
the brightest lights
shadows will love
even after we
have left each other
behind in all our expressions ...
skipping-ly the evening is whippy buggy sticky
stockyards of milkweed have gone to pod
attendant queen anne's lace is a-pacing
in all the possible butterfly future-d maybe(s) of me
milled fabrics of destinies and seasons passing
hide time along the rail tracks, road sides
and river banks, don't they darling ...
and calendar keepers
they follow me
painting too
the odd collected
pieces of my life
strewn behind me
all that I owe
to me being broken
and the you
that came along
to see what happens
next when I sing
my poem
my soul
my shadow
my body electric ...
EJR ©
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I am completely freaking out over this poem. If I were to quote all my most favorite bits, I would hardly leave any sections out. So I'll just compliment you by promising to read it over and over again.
ReplyDeleteMy goodness, this is hot:
ReplyDelete"but you yes you I've imagined slurping are my darling sitting somewhere next to me in some scenario red to indigo you say pick a color on the wheel and spin"
"'Can't you always hear music if you listen within the constructs of making love work with me ? '"
You are ridiculously romantic.
"and while I searched myself for answers you just kept dancing anyways how I imagine I love you for that up against my walls"
ReplyDeleteI mean really, I could just keep going through the whole poem, quoting back to you, all this word dr.izzle that com.pletely rocked my world.
You've got a circus up there. So go and link this at Real Toads, okay? It's too good for them to miss.
ReplyDelete"we know our pulses innately when bleeding out" ... We do, don't we?
Oh, the last stanza is awesome, by the way.
ReplyDelete"Calendar keepers." I don't know why, but I'm vibing on that phrase.