Jeffrey DeMunn as “Dale” from The Walking Dead via AMC © |
simple songs for what losing it all, gains ( an ode to ‘The Walking Dead’ )
with
a jaw harp serenade
this
is how I remember things
singing
happy birthday to myself
holed
up in someone’s house I will never meet
one
hundred and eighty odd days since death
as
a new form of life began its providence over humanity
at
first, it was driven by mysterious amoebic dysentery
pharmacies
running out of iron pills and such
soon
the fevers followed, every minute was filled
with
the dearly beloved we have gathered here today speeches
sorrow
became commonplace, paranoia crept up to thin the masses
of
their morality and there were less and less mourners by the day
pretty
soon, nobody knew who was who, was the opening line
to
the daily conversations of backhoe tines, funerals and graves being dug
I
did not know anyone who came back, I had heard stories
on
the radio about flesh eaters who were not people anymore
but
were part of some algorithmic bloom pattern foretold by the CDC
this
was a seemingly unstoppable disease and a not so neat
and
tidy ending to the great American novel dream
the
blood horde swept down the East coast
ran
along highway 95, fanning out onto the asphalt arterial structures
that
fed urbanity's reach into this great land of trees
once,
we were what you would call cavalier and pioneer
desperate
to make it work, but we got top heavy and bottom hungry
playing
around in the sandbox as if we were going to be God
there
were always going to be a Pandora to blame
there
was always going to be someone held accountable
for
how untamed mutagenic warfare became
there
were always going to be more resources to claim
there
were always going to be cures to the blues of humanity here
but
one day the newscasts went static and tanks lined up
and
the outsides of secure facilities went idle
all
those short wave radio enthusiasts said a-ha we were right
and
that was the day I knew I had to start giving
all
my perspective back to what I thought I had gained
insects
and animals, seasons and weeds
vines
and leaves with nary any hamburger in sight
save
for the disemboweled stranger stuck in a forever plead
of
mercy, eaten on the outside of some locked lost kingdom
medical
science practices got smaller and smaller
disappearing
into unseen museums behind walls
we
had, almost at once, put back all our hope to the wind
we
came here, crossing oceans trying to find something
that
was better than all of what we had experienced before
dizzy
from trying to fill memory and music with how
we
once reached beyond the horizon for something
to
fulfill our destiny when we came here
from
our very distant flat world view
we
once reached with love, we once reached love
we
once, we once did many things besides fall
EJR
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